Ahlan Ya RAMADHAN..

Ahlan Ya Ramadhan...
Dia mai lagi dah..hehe. Dah cukup ganti puasa? [mwahaha...i shudn't be the ONE asking this question huhu]

Anyways, since it's the month of Barakah, I think we should all welcome it with an open heart...and well-prepared, of course.Hmm..talking about preparation..

1) Have you opened the 'dusty' file in your head about 'lafaz niat puasa'?
2) Have you bought a sufficient supply of dates for this coming Ramadhan..in case you wake up and realise it's only 5 minutes before azan subuh? And in case, you never plan to cook for sahur [just like SOME people..like me,huhu]
3) Have you spotted the location or locationS to hunt for your 'juadah berbuka'??
4) Have you thought of your Hari Raya theme? like, the colour of your clothes, matching colours with your bf or hubby maybe? Nay, too early, innit??

And I realise that except for No.1, the rest in my list of preparation for Ramadhan is kinda..DUNIAWI innit?? ^_^ My bad..

Personally, I hope this Ramadhan will be the month of enlightment for me cuz I really, really need HIS help. Aku sedang mencari ilham...ingin menanti titik noktah atau titik mula bagi sesuatu yang pada aku, hanya DIA saja yang terbaik untuk menentukan. Wallahualam..

1 Ramadhan
I dunno yet as to where will I be spending my 1 Ramadhan...perhaps at my sis's place. Perhaps at BP...which is not so likely to happen'lah'.Or perhaps just at my rented house [Brrrr...can't bear the thought of that].Wherever it is..Ramadhan is still the same'lah'...so nevermind'lah...cuz I'm so used to it'lah':)

Wherever in this world,
Innallaha Ma'ana, Insya-Allah...

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan kengkawan...

REDHAlah wahai hati..

Sometimes, when there are too much emotions swelling in your heart..
You lose your words..cuz
Even words can't do justice to what you feel..

Some says just count your blessings
and perhaps ignore your troubles..
Smile as if nothing happens..
Smile..as your smile will brighten others,
Smile..and supressed the tears deep inside,
Smile..and life will go on.

It sure go on, indeed.

How grateful I AM that it does.

I am yet to experience what life can offer me..
More loss, more rejections, more grieves, more discriminations
Or perhaps,
Sweet victories..
Warm acceptance..
Unconditional love..
Equal opportunities..
Whatever it is.
I ain't running away anymore.

Ada masanya, kita teringin untuk tahu
Segenap rahsia alam,
Segenap rahsia, mengapa akan sesuatu menimpa kita,
Tapi dengan kudrat dan akal yang terbatas,
Kita hanya mampu berteka-teki,
Mengharap akan hikmah disebaliknya,
Muhasabah, apakah khilaf yang diberi pembalasan,
Mencari, liang-liang tiris..
Dan berdoa, mohon diberi kekuatan.
Dan redha, kerna rezeki dan ketentuan.
Bukan ditangan kita letaknya..

REDHA...insyaAllah.
Mungkin bukan di sini, pada waktu ini,
Tapi aku takkan jemu menanti..

Wounded PRIDE i

People around me, who know me long and good enough..
Would know that I take PRIDE in certain things.
They may be
Insignificant things to others..
Simple to others..
Unreasonable to others..
But every single soul in this world
Is moulded by experiences
And never for a single experience
Is exactly the same of another.

So you always look at things
From different perspectives
Always, although not all the time